Just want to send out a big rude finger gesture to my sister-in-law today.
I have been blue about her lately. Thinking about her makes me blue. The end.
I have been tied up in knots about the fact that my 10th wedding anniversary is this year and so that means the 10th anniversary of her death is coming too.
What a shit correlation.
And then, and then, my daughter’s birthday is today.
(happy birthday little girl)
And her party is Sunday because that’s when her father can be there too and SOOOOOO….Her party is on th 9th anniversary of her aunt’s suicide!
Suicide may be painless* but it sucks balls.
Big smelly sloppy balls.
And so today, even though I love you V, I say fuck you.
Fuck you for leaving the rest of us behind to deal with your shit.
(I wish. Be sure to tune in next year, same rant time, same rant channel)
(*MASH theme song).